Well, ok... This is called a journal, so once again i will tell all bout my current situation and everything that happened lately. So, if you dun't care, you really dun need to read it! Most of my friends are here, so here ya go buddies


where to start... my last journals where not too great with me being all sick and stuff. long ago huh? Indeed. Been fighting with that for more than 1 and a half years. Been through rough parts a lot. I have even been in hospital in opium for 3 days. Yes, opium is fun! (For those who are interested, one side effect is loosing sense of time. So walking down a corridor can be fun. Like you walk and suddenly you shoot forward and walked 10 meters on a split second, matrix style! no, things do not slow down, just things go faster! Like a movie in fast forward. I listened to music and one of my fav songs lasted for a week! Or waiting for something goes instant! Eating breakfast, then getting up from the table and suddenly there is supper yay! Was messed up but worth the experience).

Well, to cut things short, i'm happy to say that i havn't used any pain meds for 5 weeks now! yeah! wooohoooo! i'm getting better again. What is was? A nerve thing. Dun really know and don't care, just want to forget it. Something with over reactions in the body destroying my organs, especially my guts. It will take some time before i recover from it, maybe years. My body is so messed up. I was really underweight but i could get that up a little and hold it at the minimum, lungs and circulation did take a big hit too and my small intestine is really damaged, so i can't absorb nutrients and some things you eat every day are poison for me. No more hard core sports for me for quite a while for me! Walking up the stairs is like running for an hour for me! But that will all get better with time... tiiiiiiiimmme! tiiiiiiiiimmmmmmmmeeeeeee!

Ok, enough of that, what's new with me....

Was a long year where i was at home or in hospital, but i got some cool things done! I finally got my own place in the city next to uni, where i will begin my studies in engineering in 3 weeks *dance*. Really nice lil room in the middle of the city and all in walking distance! Weekends i come home to parent's place in the middle of the forest, both with broadband internet and a shower. What could one want more?

Talking of wanting more, i'm really excited... I will (might) get a new guitar soon! Got some money together now (as for being sick, didn't go to the movies for 2 years and no social life... no money to spend lol). Next week or so i'll drive to Munich with my brother and go to the guitar store, then a modern art museum and two 3D movies in one day (i gotta catch up!!!) Gonna see how that works, still need to get some moneys together though for my dream guitar! And i still can't decide which one lol

Since the time my family was here, my dad managed to get quite popular with his paintings. He paints for yeeeaars now and sooo many pictures, realistic oil paintings. No one can draw like that in our lil village so he got admired really quickly! He even managed to sell one pic and people ask him about art all the time! A rumor got spread that he has a professor title. Dunno how that happened. Guess someone misunderstood "professional engineer" as professor. Next day in the news paper "Congratulations to Mr. Prof. Peter for the amazing art show..." We all had such a giggle about that and at that point we could not tell anyone that it's not true! Everybody here thought he is a professor... people here are crazy for titles, so EVERYBODY greets us and is friendly to us hahahaha! Well, we just play along... what else can we do...

Talking of art show, me and dad got invited to show our pics at the local art show! I got my photos printed out and my dad forced me to draw something with acryl paints! here are some links:

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My pics at the show, people where amazed coz they never saw something like that! Everyone paints mountains here and old stuff and there are those color abusing close up super sharp contrast pics of things you dun see normally. They loved it!

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And here is my acryl piccy. I think it came out really neat and i love it! it's really huge and i gonna hang it up in my room. It was for the art show too, and i thought a wild cat with blood and a specific suggestion to it will stir up the people here nicely... and it did! They stood in front of it for quite a while! haha


Well, i dunno what more to tell, just wanted to share that i'm getting better now and to show meh pics at the art show. I gonna hang them in my room now.

Oh yeah, thanx to all my friends for the support! *huggles*

cya